Friday, October 25, 2002

Mark's gonna be here soon!!! YAY!!

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 4:47 PM

Thursday, October 24, 2002

I haven't blogged in a while. I've been pretty busy. I've actually had a lot of homework to keep me busy. Right now I'm working on a paper about whether atheism is a religion or not... I have a feeling that it's going to be a little controversial.. Who'd a thought that people would get ryled up about silly religion...:).. No.. i do understand. I just hope my teacher likes it. That's all that really matters because that determines my grade, not what my peers think. It's cold and rainy here... GRR... Today it's not too bad though. I read this really neat thing about mental hospitals. It was a study in my sociology book. It was saying how it was nearly impossible for the heads of the institution to detect the pseudopatients (fake patients) from the real patients. Kinda disturbing stuff... Anyways.. I gotta finish that paper...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 10:41 AM

Monday, October 21, 2002

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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 4:05 PM

I have to get a shot :(.... It's a MMR or something like that. I hate shots. They suck. Needles in general are just evil. I don't have a whole lot to do today. I feel like I should be doing something though. Catching up on homework that isn't due for a while maybe... After a weekend of relaxing... it kinda seems right to do homework instead of sitting on butt and doing nothing. It's a cycle of getting and doing homework that won't end for a long long time... :(... That's sad to me. I hate homework. For all the thinking it makes me do it can be a good thing, but for the strain it puts on my brain... it's just not cool. I wish I were all done with college and starting my life. At least some life that didn't involve homework. I'm just afraid that when I get there that I'll realize that I really wanted to be here and now. That would be weird. I can see that happening though. That's why I want to find something that really interests me. I could do almost anything right now. Be anything. What do I want??? I don't know. With all my options, I'm left with more questions than answers. I think I need to just put all my choices in a hat and pull one out. I might end up an astronaut, but that's okay with me. GRR.. .does anyone else have this problem? Who knew picking what I wanted to do when I grow up would be so hard? Sorry... don't mean to be a cry baby... Just slightly frustrated..

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 3:59 PM

Sunday, October 20, 2002

This weekend went really well. I was so happy to be home and in Mark's arms. :).... I have a few people who have said they want to come visit me at school. Yay! That'll be fun. Especially if my sister comes up like she says she wants to. I wonder when it's going to start to snow.... I'll probably writing in this more now. I had to turn in my actual journal to my teacher. That's kind of scary. It's a criticism of personal things I have written. They aren't polished or censored. My sentences tend to be choppy when I write in that way. Grr.. I have way too much to do.. At least it feels that way. I hate feeling like that. That's why I like summer so much. It's like being free of all responsabilities. Besides work of course, but with the job I had it was easy to feel like I wasn't working... I guess change happens whether we want it to or not...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 7:21 PM