Saturday, July 12, 2003

Today was a good day. I painted my toe nails... took a long shower... and made myself feel nice and clean and pretty. It's nice to take a while on urself sometimes. Besides that, I hung out with Mark today. I also took apart the couch we have in the living room for my mom so I didn't have to explain how to my step dad. Today was a good conversation day... Mark and I just talked a whole lot today. Not that we don't normally talk a lot... I dunno.. we talked even more than usual or something. You know... I think it's kinda funny that people don't really want to talk to people who don't have a whole lot of crappy things going on in their life at the moment. It's like.. well.. there's no story so I'll talk to you later when there is one... At least, that's how it feels a lot of the time. Oh well.. It's nice to be able to stay up late.. I love the weekends now that I work all the freakin time

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 2:53 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2003

I really wish my parents hadn't decided to move... I really miss my old house and my old town. :( It just felt like home. It's weird because when I first moved there.. I thought it could never be home... It definitely grew on me. All the people I know are there... Where I am now, I don't know anyone. I only know like one of my neighbors who happens to go to the same college as me... and I've only talked to him a few times so I don't even know him that well. It's not a huge deal that I don't know anyone here... It's just that I'm soooo far away from the people I DO know. I have to drive forever just to see my boyfriend or any of my "friends." Grr... I don't mind the drive normally... it's just that I have to plan everything around travel time... I miss my house... my street.... the gas station around the corner (even if it did get robbed all the time)... knowing all the back streets... knowing where everything is.... I guess I will know where everything is here too soon enough. I just don't like the barrier that living a half hour away from everything I knew going through middle school and high school has made... My parents have picked the worst time to move EVERY time... I don't know if I've talked about this yet.. But I'm going to again if I have. Anyways, they moved when I was going into middle school.. then when I was going into high school. NOW.. again my first year of college. What's up with that? With each move my life has changed too.... It seems like it at least. Makes sense... new surroundings not only at home but at school too. I don't really like change that much.. it takes me a long time sometimes to accept it. Hmm... I feel myself rambling. I don't think I'm making a whole lot of sense right now soooo I'm gonna write some more later.

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 7:34 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

You are Proverbs.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:47 PM

You know what is REALLY freakin frustrating? When you know three times as much as your parents do about everything.... or at least it seems like it. I know there are definitely things that they know more about, but I think when it comes to my school stuff... I know more. My mom had gotten something from my college... and she just assumed by looking at it that I didn't need to fill it out. Did I? YES. Grr... So now I have to make sure to send it really fast so that I can get workstudy maybe. It was basically like federal aid stuff. Of course, I don't know if it's too late now. They sent a letter asking for it.. sooo I'm assuming it's not too late. While filling it out, I had a few questions.... I tried asking my mom and she was like twice as confused as I was about it. She just isn't that great with all the terms. It's sooo frustrating. What am I supposed to do? It's not like I really have any way of figuring it out myself... I might have to ask Mark... :P I just wish that I had people to ask questions. Especially when it comes to school stuff to fill out... They were all asking me how many credit hours I was going to be taking all next year. I know what they will be for next SEMESTER... but not the one after that... and they said that I could be penalized for putting the wrong amount.... but if I don't know yet.. GRRRR Yeah, I hate dealing with this shit. That's why I LOVE summer... NO school shit. I just wanna work in my little factory and hang out with my boyfriend... is that too much to ask? I e-mailed my school asking about my new roommate.... They lady e-mailed me back after about a month and said
"If you loose a roommate over the summer that spot can be used for Transfer or International students. We also have a few returning upperclass that sign up over the summer also."
I'm wondering who wrote the e-mail... I'm hoping that the Loose was a typo... and she knows that it was supposed to be lose. Anyways, I shouldn't be mean about that stuff... I do it ALL the time. I guess I was just surprised cause it was the first sentence.... and she's supposed to be a professional or something. Oh well... Time to go sleep or eat... maybe both..

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:29 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Today was a really hot day. The factory isn't air conditioned so we all bake in there. They have fans strategically placed, but they only help so much. Normally, I end up with the job that you are a mile away from any fan. We were supposed to go back out to the owner's house today, but we didn't because they weren't "ready" for us. I didn't mind too much because that way I got to waste a whole half hour of work driving and such. Anyways, I'll probably just lay around the house today. It's a lazy day.... I made a bet with Lauren to lose five pounds by August first.... I don't think either of us are gonna do it.. lol. I don't really care all that much, and I also have a huge weakness.... FOOD!! I love food. :P We'll see. I'll at least try. I might go running later when it isn't so hot. I dunno.. knowing me, I'll probably go eat something sweet instead. Grrr

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:13 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2003

You Are A Pirate!


What Type Of Swashbuckler Are You?
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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 1:24 PM

How Would YOU Take Over the World?

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 1:14 PM

4th of July was a blast. I got to go swimming and we shot of a whole lot of fireworks. I mostly just watched the dispaly though. I did light off these little tanks th at sprayed stuff though. I basically saw Mark for two days straight which was a whole lot of fun. I saw Terminator 3 yesturday. The movie was okay. I didn't really go in with very high expectations so I think that definitely helped. There are a lot of movies I want to see. Anyways, I feel like being a lazy bum. Jenny is in town though so I feel like I should be doing something with her. Plus, since I've been gone so much... I feel obligated to spend some time with her while I have the chance. I do want to hang out with her.... it's just that her boyfriend... brad... is here too. He isn't exactly Mr. Talkative. I dunno... I just don't like talking about a lot of things I would normally talk to her about with him there. Oh well... I'll probably end up spending some time with them today....

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 12:59 PM