Thursday, October 09, 2003

Mark should be here soon.... I can't wait to see him! I have no clue what we are gonna do while he is here. We'll have to think of some fun stuff to do. There's definitely not a lot on tv. Maybe we can go for a walk or something. More people stayed here for the weekend than I expected. Looks like some people think one extra day isn't enough to make them want to go home. Grr.. Too bad I've been watching too much tv today... Now I'm tired of watching it and that's the only thing I feel like doing. Maybe I'll play some snood... snood is fun

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 9:27 PM

ICE is your chinese symbol!


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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 9:19 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

It feels soooo good to be almost done with all my tests for a while. All I really have left is one test in my speech class. It's worth like 150 points. Should be interesting... I wrote a paper tonight and took a test this morning. I'm just relaxing tonight to make up for all the studying I've done :). I'm hoping I'll be able to be lazy for a while now.... Mark is coming tomorrow!! YAY! I'm really glad. It should be fun. I'm gonna be sad if his car can't make it :(. Otherwise I guess I'll be going home...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 9:46 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

It's Mark's birthday! Goooo Mark! :) Happy Birthday!! Yeah, he has an interview today... on his freakin birthday!... so we all gotta wish him luck. Good luck Mark! I'm in a really good mood this morning. I'm putting off getting ready for class. All we're gonna be doing is getting a lecture :(. I have a test later tonight in stats that I'm freakin nervous as hell about. Besides that, life is cooool. I want Thursday to get here already!

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 8:32 AM

Monday, October 06, 2003

You're an Emerald. You are goofy and unique. You're
very easy to be with and a lot of fun too. The
type of person someone could be friends with
easily.


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Crystal Dragon


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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:22 PM

I'm pretty happy... one of my tests that was supposed to be on Wednesday is now moved to next Monday. YAY! More time to procrastinate! It will just be nice cause I like to have one night dedicated to one subject. I don't like multi-task studying or whatever you wanna call it. I just want Thursday to get here so Mark can come visit me. I'm tired of bein at school. It sucks because I just want summer to come and it's a long long way away. I might be transfering to KU. It will definitely be interesting if I do. I haven't gotten my acceptance yet.... I am most interested to see if they give me any scholarship money and what credits they take. If they don't take enough I'm stuck here for a long ass time. I don't really like the idea of staying here. The only reason it's really bareable is because I think I'm leaving next year.... Fly time fly...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:13 PM

Sunday, October 05, 2003

I'm at home now. I REALLY don't want to go back up to school. I've been happy ignoring all my tests. Plus, when I come home, Mark serves as a very good distraction. Now I get to go back and face reality :(. If I could just not go to school.. that would be great. I have Mark visiting me next weekend to look forward to though.

I've been wondering what the effects of not really having a father in ones life has on a person. Some people have father "figures." I guess I had one.... kinda. I wonder how not havin a dad really in my life has had on me. I mean... he's there.... sometimes. It's always been a really difficult time scheduling time to see him. I don't think I've seen him since I've left to come to school. I guess it's my fault in a lot of ways. I didn't give him my phone number... although he COULD suffer callin my mom if he really wanted to talk to me. Maybe I should just call him... I'm sure he would like that. I guess it's just always been like that though.... I have to call him. Even since I was little. This is freakin stupid... I'm done rambling about this shit.

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 3:46 AM