Friday, November 07, 2003

I just got back from the Ben Folds concert. It was pretty awesome. I'd seen him in Kansas City before, but I still wanted to see him again. This time it was just as fun. Although all my girls from back home weren't there it was fun none the less. I saw a guy I knew from high school and that was pretty weird. I'm not used to seeing those people in my college life. He was actually one of Lauren's friends. Yeah.. listening to good music is always fun. I don't know why I have been writing in this a lot lately.... I think part of the reason is because I'm dying to talk to someone for an extend period of time. I just want to sit and relax and have a nice good conversation. Is that too much to ask? Apparently it is. I'm just glad my headache is gone finally. I dunno.... I don't like being trapped with my thoughts all the time. I just need to get them out. Watching tv or movies makes it worse because it gives me more to think about... it's too cold to go outside... and everyone else either has something else to do or I don't think they would really understand me. Some people just don't want to listen... Grr... I just want to not feel weird. I complain way too much. I just really wish that the person I want to be here right now was here.....

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 11:19 PM

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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 12:37 PM

I've had a headache alllll day. It sucks. I took three advil and it is barely kicking in. It's like I have someone poking me in the back of my eye balls. It hurts. Besides that today has been an okay day. I got to listen to my professor lecture about race inequality.... then I listened to some interesting speechs in my speech class. I'm not gonna go into detail though because I might start ranting. I write way too much when I do that. MMmm.. I just went to lunch. Yumm.. turkey noodle weird looking stuff with mashed potatoes. Yeah... I'm done talking now

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 12:16 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2003

I went back and looked at some of my old posts. Wow was I quiz happy. I think I've been posting WAY too many quizzes since I've had my blog. I think I'm gonna try and cut down on the quiz action. I found out that I wasn't as boring as I thought too.. lol. I actually read some of my posts. I think I must have been on crack at some point cause I made no sense sometimes. I make really dumb comments... lol. Yeah, anyway.... SO I should be doing some homework. I don't want to. Kelly is like super study girl so I feel like such a slacker compared to her. It didn't really matter to me until I started doing shitty in all my classes. So what do I do about it? I blog instead of study. I really wish I could just be one of those people who simply just don't care. That would be great. That way I could just get Ds and Fs and be like... oh well. Grr.. Me and my stupid brain.

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 1:08 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

I'm not sure that the party hat fits me. I'm not really all that social, and I don't exactly follow any trends when it comes to how I dress. Oh well... That's the way of the quizzes..

I am a Party Hat. I'm a popular sort of person, well-liked and very sociable. I'm always at the height of fashion, either because I set it or because I follow it. What Sort of Hat Are You?

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:51 PM

I wanted to rant a little bit. My Sociology class is really getting to me. All this stuff we learn about is so horrible and there is not a whole lot I can do about it. I can talk to people about it but that's about it. Grr... We are talking a lot about inequality. I just don't understand what makes people hate other people. I don't understand why people think they are better than other people simply based on the color of their skin or how much money they have or even what gender they are. I just find it soooo ridiculous the inequality the world has. People act like it is each individual person's fault if they are poor or they have not suceeded. I think that's a load of crap. Society should take the blame too. Society perpetuates the whole cycle of poverty, crime, and inequality. I was ranting to some people at work today about this... It got me really thinking about how people treat each other and how I treat people.... it's a really frustrating topic. I think it all started when a guy in my speech class was talking about how it was right for the boy scouts to not let homosexuals in their organization. I thought his points about how it was a private organization and that it was a religious organization were valid. Still... he made it a moral issue. He said that the boy scouts take an oath to be certain things and highlighted the words clean and reverent. He acted like homosexual people could not be those things. That was ridiculous to me. To assume that people who like their own gender are less moral somehow for doing so is not right. Who are they to judge them anyways? Just let them be and when they die they can get their judgment if that is what you believe happens. Yeah... I dunno. It just seemed really wrong for him to be saying those things. I'm done talking about this...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 5:45 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

I was going to find some quizzes to post but I didn't find any good ones. I thought I would tell a story though instead. So Courtney and I decided to check the mail today, a perfectly normal event.... Well.. I open my mail box and sitting in the tiny square that is my mailbox was a piece of cake. I was pretty confused as to why someone would put it in there. I'm not TOO surprised because we normally keep it unlocked so anyone can open it. I figure someone probably thought it would be funny and took a piece from the cafeteria and stuck it in there. Ha ha.. Great joke huh. Hmm.. not really. I just hope no one puts something REALLY gross in there....lol.. We shall see.

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 6:57 PM

I'm in a pretty good mood today. I got a 100 on my history test. That's always nice. That would be kick ass if I didn't have to take the final or something. We'll see... Today was a slow crummy day. Well... outside it was crummy anyways. It was really warm and then the temperature dropped a bunch. I don't really have any tests this week. Sooo I SHOULD be catching up. If that happens is a whole entirely different story. I feel like just veggin out. I have a feeling I'm not going to get a whole lot of work done.... I have a project to do at some point... :P

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 4:28 PM