Saturday, December 06, 2003

If anyone wants to find my other site they have to have a xanga account. They can get one at xanga.com. To find me you can search for lissy3333. I like it... it's different than blogger. It's easier to comment on what a person has said. I like aspects of both xanga and blogger. Sooo yeah... check it out if you want.

Blah... I have crap I should be doing. Maybe I should just designate it to tomorrow. I mean... what else are Sundays good for?

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 1:27 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2003

I'm beginning to think that no one reads this anymore. That's okay I guess... that just means I get away with writing more.. hehe. I've been writing a lot in my other journal. I don't think many people read that one either though. That's mostly a good thing though.... I mean.. when we know someone is reading what we write we become more censored. Sooo that means I'm less censored in my writing? Dunno. I've just been trying to find fun ways to kill time. Writing stuff online seems to do the trick. It might get old quick though. I'm gonna have to go back to playing poker... now that's a real past time..lol.

My dad called me. I was really surprised. I guess he just wanted to talk. I have a feeling it has something to do with me having a big discussion with Lauren about how I didn't feel like dad had been around much. I think she told him so he thought he would try and show me he was still there. It was a nice gesture. I wonder if it will ever feel right. I mean.... I really wonder what it would have been like growing up with him really physically there. I know what it was like to talk to him sometimes but I don't know what it would have been like to actually be able to walk into the other room and know he was there. It's really strange because growing up I never thought this would happen to me. I remember going to girl scout camp one year... and I was in a van with a bunch of other girls. They were talking about how their parents were divorced. I just remember thinking about how I was sooo lucky because I knew my parents would never get divorced. Boy was I wrong... I never thought I would move away from my home where I grew up. I never thought I would have a step dad, step sister and brother, and other step relatives that I don't really know what to call them because they aren't really directly related to me. I never imagined my life would be like this. It's so hard to see into the future.

I didn't really start writing with the intention of writing something long winded. I had actually planned on posting some quizzes... maybe I will do that too. Oh well, it feels nice to just type...


You are The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost.

You're an individual, though you may not think of
yourself that way. You make your own decisions,
usually after much thought, and maybe you
regret a few. But in the end, you know it's
those decisions that define you.


Which poem are you?
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~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 1:08 PM

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

I've been a little bit more than disgruntled lately. I got a horrible grade on one of my papers and and I got another not so great grade on a test. I talked to my professor about my paper though and he made me feel a lot better. He told me that the paper would not effect my grade as much as I thought it might. Sooo that's actually a whole lot of relief. I have a really good grade in there now so I don't want it to affect it. Grr.. Yeah, but anyway... I finished my slides for my presentation. I need to get all the information together that I want to talk about. I'm a little lost on what I wanna say right now. I'm finding out a lot of really interesting things about the pyramids though. I've been writing in a new xanga site. If anyone who reads this has one too I can give you my name so you can find me. I don't think non members can view it though. Yeah... I just need to calm down and get focused. I've been really high strung lately..

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 6:30 PM