Tuesday, February 10, 2004

So yeah... I'm freakin tired. I haven't been sleeping very well. I think it's just too hot in our room or something.

I feel like a lot of things are up in the air right now. I just want to find something to grab at and bring everything back down to earth. I don't really know how to do that. It seems like everything is really trying to keep me from figuring things out.

For once, I don't really feel bad for putting things off. I have the time to do things later and I like that. I don't feel as rushed..Now if only I could get Kelly to stay up later so I could finish my post :) Oh well.. I can stop here...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 11:39 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004

*bounce* *hop* *skip* *dance*

I'm in a good mood right now. My brain is kinda going in hyper speed. Having discussions about abortion and other "touchy" issues kinda does that to me. I get all motivated and stuff. I think that's why when I got back I started cleaning my room :P.

I have stuff I could be doing. I don't feel like it though. Yay for not doing homework!

I feel bad, I've been keeping Ryan from doing her homework. Really, I've been keeping a lot of people from doing their homework.. hehe. As long as they get it done at some point I don't feel THAT bad :)

I wonder what happens when we die. I mean, even if there is a heaven like some people believe... I wonder what it will be like. What if we just no longer exist. It's really hard to imagine just not existing. Like poof... no more Lisa. I mean... we know the body stays here. That should be evidence for the poof no more Lisa theory but then there's what some people call the soul. The thing inside us that makes us.. us. Cause apparently it's not our brain to some people or something.... If this souly thing goes somewhere.... Hmm.. I hope mine goes somewhere like Hawaii... maybe Colorado :). Interesting stuff to think about...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 12:34 PM