Saturday, April 03, 2004

Sometimes just saying fuck you to someone can feel really good. I really wish I could bring myself to say it. I think rather than doing it with words I'm gonna have to with actions. There's no reason I need to have friends who are around but would rather not be.. who don't care about other people's feelings.. and who justify every negative thing they do. Yeah.. I'm done ranting. Time to put this one on the shelf.

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 9:56 AM

Monday, March 29, 2004

I got a new skirt. Yay for new skirts! I haven't bought one in ages. It's especially nice because it's rather casual so I can wear it to class and not feel all extra dressed up. Now it just needs to get warm and stay warm.

I exercised today. That made me feel good... sooo I think I need to do it more often. I need to learn how to exercise right though. I don't push myself enough normally. I know that I could do more if I just tried.

I am learning how to deal with being by myself. Literally being by myself... not having people around me all the time that I can talk to. I'm learning how to entertain myself. I'm thinking I need to pick up some old hobbies again. I need to get my yarn back out... learn how to make some new things. I'm learning to love the outdoors too... slowly. I am more excited to go play outside and just be outside.. I'm really glad that I can appreciate it more. I feel like it's something that really should be appreciated.

Hmm.. last week was a bitch. I was super busy and had hardly any time to relax. This week should be pretty mild compared to it. I'm hoping to get ahead but I somehow doubt that will happen. Oh well.. As long as I get it all done at some point I guess it's not that big of a deal.

I'm gonna go try and find something to do...

~*Happiness is not a fish that you can catch.*~ 8:43 PM